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November 30, 2011
Teacher NON-MUSLIM asked the students MUSLIM
Teacher : Can you see Allah?
Class : No.
Teacher : Can you touch Allah?
... Class : No
Teacher : Then there isn't Allah!
*Student raises their hand and says*
Student : Sir, can you see your brain?
Teacher : No.
Student : Can you touch your brain?
Teacher : No.
Student : Oh okay, so you don't have a brain?
Say it. I'm LAME. Thanks.
Teacher : Can you see Allah?
Class : No.
Teacher : Can you touch Allah?
... Class : No
Teacher : Then there isn't Allah!
*Student raises their hand and says*
Student : Sir, can you see your brain?
Teacher : No.
Student : Can you touch your brain?
Teacher : No.
Student : Oh okay, so you don't have a brain?
Believe in ALLAH <3
November 29, 2011
"Something good is hiding in front of you
while the bad is happening to you"
"Breakfast is important,
Generator for the day"
"Moody,Especially in the morning,
Make you and your
body down"
"Emotion controls mind,
Mind controls body,
Body affects you"
"Skipping meals maybe
nothing to you,
But the side effects
dying you"
"Stay Healthy"
"Relax first,put aside all your work
and rest a bit"
"See on the bright side ,dear ..
Your father is teaching you about life ..
Just accept what you get, don't fight back ..
Cause that's maybe fate .. You've tried hard
but you didn't get it ..
But never give up, cause you always have
a second chance"
"You're growing up,learn"
"Take good care of what you have
in your hands,kay?
Cause the next may not come easily ..
So, at least you don't get the next,
You have one in your arms"
"Morning is the determinant of the day"
"Don't be involve with disciplinary cases"
"TAKE CARE"
P/S : First conversation May 28
Last conversation November 22 :)
Say it. I'm LAME. Thanks.
while the bad is happening to you"
"Breakfast is important,
Generator for the day"
"Moody,Especially in the morning,
Make you and your
body down"
"Emotion controls mind,
Mind controls body,
Body affects you"
"Skipping meals maybe
nothing to you,
But the side effects
dying you"
"Stay Healthy"
"Relax first,put aside all your work
and rest a bit"
"See on the bright side ,dear ..
Your father is teaching you about life ..
Just accept what you get, don't fight back ..
Cause that's maybe fate .. You've tried hard
but you didn't get it ..
But never give up, cause you always have
a second chance"
"You're growing up,learn"
"Take good care of what you have
in your hands,kay?
Cause the next may not come easily ..
So, at least you don't get the next,
You have one in your arms"
"Morning is the determinant of the day"
"Don't be involve with disciplinary cases"
"TAKE CARE"
P/S : First conversation May 28
Last conversation November 22 :)
BLUE : The cool and calm me .. It makes me feel like
I'm the sky .. Free and calm but polluted ..
GREEN : The fresh and free me .. This describes me when I'm
playing and goofing around ..
RED : The demon inside me .. When I'm
TOTALLY mad .. Don't go near around me ..
YELLOW : The cheerful and bright me .. I smile<---:),
laugh<---:D and be friendly with everyone :-*
WHITE : The innocent<---O:) me ..
Do I have an innocent side ? Maybe ..
BLACK : The moody me .. I'll always frown<--- :C
and will shout<--->O< at people for no reasons ..
BROWN : The dirty me .. What da' ?
ORANGE : The freestyle me .. Dress the way I am ~
PINK : The girlish me .. Will come out someday ...
PURPLE : The stylish and funky me ..
Dress to success !!
RAINBOW : The random me .. Be random ..
It's COOOOL ;)
Say it. I'm LAME. Thanks.
I'm the sky .. Free and calm but polluted ..
GREEN : The fresh and free me .. This describes me when I'm
playing and goofing around ..
RED : The demon inside me .. When I'm
TOTALLY mad .. Don't go near around me ..
YELLOW : The cheerful and bright me .. I smile<---:),
laugh<---:D and be friendly with everyone :-*
WHITE : The innocent<---O:) me ..
Do I have an innocent side ? Maybe ..
BLACK : The moody me .. I'll always frown<--- :C
and will shout<--->O< at people for no reasons ..
BROWN : The dirty me .. What da' ?
ORANGE : The freestyle me .. Dress the way I am ~
PINK : The girlish me .. Will come out someday ...
PURPLE : The stylish and funky me ..
Dress to success !!
RAINBOW : The random me .. Be random ..
It's COOOOL ;)
Can you believe me ? I've never talked with him face to face .. We always just walk pass and smile :) Well .. We talked once ..
The most fun part is, when I was looking at him quietly,even my friends didn't notice,then suddenly he looked at my way .. I startled a little .. Then, I just pretend to look at something else .. (Tips for getting caught looking at someone) When I looked at him back, he was still looking .. Then one of my friend said, "Hey,your Iris is there," "I know," "You're fast catching his shadow,ain't you?" "Well,it's the power of love," LOL XD Never thought I'd said that .. 'Power Of Love' seems to yucky and girlish to me , and I hate it ! Sometimes I think about two or three times before speaking that word .. I hate too girlish things .. :P And I hate PINK !! I like blue and green C:
The most embarrassing moment is when we were at somewhere at the school and I was buying something .. (Sorry, can't remember much >o<) Before that, I felt that someone was following me .. But I just ignored it because there's a lot of students there .. As I was buying something and was done buying and got some change .. I opened my wallet to keep the money and when I turned around, I thought I hit someone which is a guy, in front of me .. When I look up, it was some guy like him and he's smiling .. I just quickly walk away ... (Probably the best thing to do) LOL I hope it wasn't him cause that's considered as Hit&Run :P And I didn't say sorry >o< What aday memory!!
Say it. I'm LAME. Thanks.
The most fun part is, when I was looking at him quietly,even my friends didn't notice,then suddenly he looked at my way .. I startled a little .. Then, I just pretend to look at something else .. (Tips for getting caught looking at someone) When I looked at him back, he was still looking .. Then one of my friend said, "Hey,your Iris is there," "I know," "You're fast catching his shadow,ain't you?" "Well,it's the power of love," LOL XD Never thought I'd said that .. 'Power Of Love' seems to yucky and girlish to me , and I hate it ! Sometimes I think about two or three times before speaking that word .. I hate too girlish things .. :P And I hate PINK !! I like blue and green C:
The most embarrassing moment is when we were at somewhere at the school and I was buying something .. (Sorry, can't remember much >o<) Before that, I felt that someone was following me .. But I just ignored it because there's a lot of students there .. As I was buying something and was done buying and got some change .. I opened my wallet to keep the money and when I turned around, I thought I hit someone which is a guy, in front of me .. When I look up, it was some guy like him and he's smiling .. I just quickly walk away ... (Probably the best thing to do) LOL I hope it wasn't him cause that's considered as Hit&Run :P And I didn't say sorry >o< What a
November 28, 2011
November 26, 2011
As I sat there in English class, I stared at the girl next to me. She was my so called "best friend". I stared at her long, silky hair, and wished she was mine. But she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. After class, she walked up to me and asked me for the notes she had missed the day before and handed them to her. She said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I wanted to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
Say it. I'm LAME. Thanks.
11th grade
The phone rang. On the other end, it was her. She was in tears, mumbling on and on about how her love had broke her heart. She asked me to come over because she didn't want to be alone, so I did. As I sat next to her on the sofa, I stared at her soft eyes, wishing she was mine. After 2 hours, one Drew Barrymore movie, and three bags of chips, she decided to go to sleep. She looked at me, said "thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Senior year
The day before prom she walked to my locker. My date is sick" she said; he's not going to go well, I didn't have a date, and in 7th grade, we made a promise that if neither of us had dates, we would go together just as "best friends". So we did. Prom night, after everything was over, I was standing at her front door step. I stared at her as she smiled at me and stared at me with her crystal eyes. I want her to be mine, but she isn't think of me like that, and I know it. Then she said "I had the best time, thanks!" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Graduation Day
A day passed, then a week, then a month. Before I could blink, it was graduation day. I watched as her perfect body floated like an angel up on stage to get her diploma. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't notice me like that, and I knew it. Before everyone went home, she came to me in her smock and hat, and cried as I hugged her. Then she lifted her head from my shoulder and said, "you're my best friend, thanks" and gave me a kiss on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
A Few Years Later
Now I sit in the pews of the church. That girl is getting married now. I watched her say "I do" and drive off to her new life, married to another man. I wanted her to be mine, but she didn't see me like that, and I knew it. But before she drove away, she came to me and said "you came!". She said "thanks" and kissed me on the cheek. I want to tell her, I want her to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love her but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why.
Funeral
Years passed, I looked down at the coffin of a girl who used to be my "best friend". At the service, they read a diary entry she had wrote in her high school years. This is what it read: I stare at him wishing he was mine, but he doesn't notice me like that, and I know it. I want to tell him, I want him to know that I don't want to be just friends, I love him but I'm just too shy, and I don't know why. I wish he would tell me he loved me! `I wish I did too...` I thought to my self, and I cried.
November 25, 2011
Is it wrong to LIKE someone ? Is it wrong to LOVE someone ? Absolutely NO !
Some of you who is reading this probably have someone you like .. And literally that someone you like has another person they like .. We can't force right ? Well, some of you are going to get into trouble just because you like them .. Either you get bullied or harassed .. You know why they did those things ? It's because the are JEALOUS ! You never knew what JEALOUSY can do to you when you can't control it .. It can do some things that are beyond your expectations .. The guys/girls that bullied you are probably jealous because whatever they do, it doesn't get their beloved ones attention .. Or maybe they WANT attention but they did it in a wrong way .. Or probably they didn't get enough education or in short STUPID ! So you see .. If you get bullied or what .. Just endure it and SMILE :) Because when you just smile they'll hate you even more then finally they will give up .. I did this to my haters and they just gave up, what a complete dumbass .. No need to fight back, they will fight back too until you fall down .. But remember, don't be like them just to get attention from someone you like .. It's WRONG ! ;) And please control you jealousy :)
Say it. I'm LAME. Thanks.
Some of you who is reading this probably have someone you like .. And literally that someone you like has another person they like .. We can't force right ? Well, some of you are going to get into trouble just because you like them .. Either you get bullied or harassed .. You know why they did those things ? It's because the are JEALOUS ! You never knew what JEALOUSY can do to you when you can't control it .. It can do some things that are beyond your expectations .. The guys/girls that bullied you are probably jealous because whatever they do, it doesn't get their beloved ones attention .. Or maybe they WANT attention but they did it in a wrong way .. Or probably they didn't get enough education or in short STUPID ! So you see .. If you get bullied or what .. Just endure it and SMILE :) Because when you just smile they'll hate you even more then finally they will give up .. I did this to my haters and they just gave up, what a complete dumbass .. No need to fight back, they will fight back too until you fall down .. But remember, don't be like them just to get attention from someone you like .. It's WRONG ! ;) And please control you jealousy :)
November 22, 2011
Malaysia(Harimau)vsIndonesia(Garuda)
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| This happens when MALAYSIA WINS !! |
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| The Players who worked very hard and EVERYTHING IS PAID OFF when they received GOLD MEDAL for THE MATCH BETWEEN INDONESIA !! GO MALAYSIA ! |
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| All the fans of Malaysia Harimau Malaya giving support to the players !! JOB WELL DONE GUYS ! |
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| Don't play around with OUR TIGERS ! I LOVE YOU MALAYSIA !! |
MALAYSIA !! GO !! RAWRR !!!
November 21, 2011
Although loneliness has always been a friend of mine
I'm leavin' my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me
I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me
Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be
I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me
I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you're comin from
I don't care, as long as you love me, baby
I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
As long as you love me
Who you are
As long as you love me
What you did
As long as you love me
Say it. I'm LAME. Thanks.
I'm leavin' my life in your hands
People say I'm crazy and that I am blind
Risking it all in a glance
And how you got me blind is still a mystery
I can't get you out of my head
Don't care what is written in your history
As long as you're here with me
I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me
Every little thing that you have said and done
Feels like it's deep within me
Doesn't really matter if you're on the run
It seems like we're meant to be
I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me
I've tried to hide it so that no one knows
But I guess it shows
When you look into my eyes
What you did and where you're comin from
I don't care, as long as you love me, baby
I don't care who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
Don't care what you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
What you did
As long as you love me
Who you are
Where you're from
As long as you love me
Who you are
As long as you love me
What you did
As long as you love me
Girl you come to me like a dream
I'll hold onto you like this and never let go
you are so beautiful to me girl
you're my ideal girl and I fell in love with you at first sight
I'm really happy to meet someone like you
My heart is beating like this
Yeah
Whoever sees you will say you're lovely
Whoever sees you will say you're pretty
One by one are perfect
there's an angel in my heart
Your pretty face is blinding my eyes
Your bright smile is just like the sun
Like a shining star in the night sky
there's an angel in my heart
Dream this isn't a dream isn't it?
I feel like I own this world
If time stops right now
I wonder how great it will be
Even if time passes, or even if everything changes
I promise, I'll be by your side
Yeah
Whoever sees you will say you're lovely
Whoever sees you will say you're pretty
One by one are perfect
there's an angel in my heart
Your pretty face is blinding my eyes
Your bright smile is just like the sun
Like a shining star in the night sky
there's an angel in my heart
Day by day passes by
We've grown to look more like each other
I keep falling for you
Just like a scene from a movie
Like those cool main characters
I'll give my life to you
I'll always give you my smile
More than anyone else
I'll make you the happiest person
I start everyday while thinking of you
My smile stays still all the same
I'm so happy what should I do?
At the end of this tiring day
You will always stay by my side
I'm feeling thankful everyday and you become my power
I promise to stay by your side I won't change
Even if time passes, I love you, I'll protect you
Whoever sees you will say you're lovely
Whoever sees you will say you're pretty
One by one are perfect
there's an angel in my heart
Your pretty face is blinding my eyes
Your bright smile is just like the sun
Like a shining star in the night sky
there's an angel in my heart
You're always lovely
You always look so pretty
Whoever sees you will say you're perfect
there's an angel in my heart
Your pretty face is blinding my eyes
Your bright smile is just like the sun
Like a shining star in the night sky
there's an angel in my heart
Say it. I'm LAME. Thanks.
I'll hold onto you like this and never let go
you are so beautiful to me girl
you're my ideal girl and I fell in love with you at first sight
I'm really happy to meet someone like you
My heart is beating like this
Yeah
Whoever sees you will say you're lovely
Whoever sees you will say you're pretty
One by one are perfect
there's an angel in my heart
Your pretty face is blinding my eyes
Your bright smile is just like the sun
Like a shining star in the night sky
there's an angel in my heart
Dream this isn't a dream isn't it?
I feel like I own this world
If time stops right now
I wonder how great it will be
Even if time passes, or even if everything changes
I promise, I'll be by your side
Yeah
Whoever sees you will say you're lovely
Whoever sees you will say you're pretty
One by one are perfect
there's an angel in my heart
Your pretty face is blinding my eyes
Your bright smile is just like the sun
Like a shining star in the night sky
there's an angel in my heart
Day by day passes by
We've grown to look more like each other
I keep falling for you
Just like a scene from a movie
Like those cool main characters
I'll give my life to you
I'll always give you my smile
More than anyone else
I'll make you the happiest person
I start everyday while thinking of you
My smile stays still all the same
I'm so happy what should I do?
At the end of this tiring day
You will always stay by my side
I'm feeling thankful everyday and you become my power
I promise to stay by your side I won't change
Even if time passes, I love you, I'll protect you
Whoever sees you will say you're lovely
Whoever sees you will say you're pretty
One by one are perfect
there's an angel in my heart
Your pretty face is blinding my eyes
Your bright smile is just like the sun
Like a shining star in the night sky
there's an angel in my heart
You're always lovely
You always look so pretty
Whoever sees you will say you're perfect
there's an angel in my heart
Your pretty face is blinding my eyes
Your bright smile is just like the sun
Like a shining star in the night sky
there's an angel in my heart
November 18, 2011
This is my classmates of 2011 ^^
- Adam (Antulai)
- Ariff (Rauf)
- Iqbal (Baba)
- Joshua (Lansam)
- Hadri Aiman (Trumpet)
- Arib Aiman (Muncung)
- Shaik (Astronomer)
- Mat Awi (No lungs)
- Megat Aiman (Tough guy)
- Luqman (Poyo)
- Hadri Asyraf (Botak)
- Zarul (KB 5B)
- Izairi (Izai)
- Faris (No Facial Expression)
- Ahmad Azim (Gay/Homosexual)
- Syakit (Purple Boy)
- Husna (Unicorn)
- Athirah (Imaginary /machine)
- Hani (Pale faced)
- Farahana (Faizan)
- Felicity (Feli)
- Aqilah Amirah (Qilah A.)
- Farhana (Nidal/Fafau)
- Wan Auni (Unie)
- Farahanim (Counselor)
- ----- (Iris/Sakura)
- Aqilah (Ghanu)
- Arina (Zombie/Megat)
- Iwani (French Horn)
- Adrianna (Mimi)
- Kamilia (Eliya)
- Syahmina (Azhiim)
LOVE YOU GUYS !!
0ne day, I was listening to my MP3 while I'm washing my clothes.Until I finished hanging the clothes at the clothes line.Then I went for lunch.I left my MP3 at my dorm to charge.After lunch,I plugged out my MP3 and listen to some songs.Then I went off for dinner and left my MP3 to charge (again)..After dinner,I went for my prayers.When I got back to my dorm, I unplugged my MP3 and listen to some songs.Before I sleep, I listen to 2-3 songs and turned my MP3 off to save battery.The next morning, after I woke up, I listen to hear some songs then went to shower.I left my MP3 to charge. (Yes,my MP3 use much charging).After showering, I unplugged my MP3 and get ready for morning prep.I brought along my MP3.In the class, I listen to some songs.Then my friend asked,'You stick with your MP3 24/7 , don't you?' 'LOL..Can't live a single day without music' 'What if your MP3 broke?' 'My head will be my new MP3:)' I smiled.
And LOL,life gets bored without music. BELIEVE ME ;)
November 05, 2011
18th October 1973
After attending Kouru’s funeral, I returned home. However, I still regretted the wrong I had done. I cried as much as I can and in my heart, I prayed for her spirit’s peace.
This is the end of my journal. Hope you people take a lesson in what I’ve written. Thank you…
* * * * * * * * * * * * *
I closed the book. My heart felt an intangible sense of sadness overwhelming me. Slowly, two large tears dropped onto the book. I remembered the friendship of Tifa and me which is now in a bad condition. Well, not very, but without any logical reason I felt like I don’t want to be her friend anymore. I thought of our memories together and I think that it is worth an apology.
The very next day, I met up with Tifa at the park. As soon as I saw her, I ran towards her and hugged her.
“I’m sorry,” I said. “…very sorry.”
“Are you saying that you’ll forgive me?” she asked.
I nodded.
“We are going to be friends forever and ever and ever, right?” she asked again.
I smiled and hugged her again. “Yes,” I answered. “Forever and ever and ever…”
THE END ..
17th October 1973
I was waiting for Kouru to meet up with us on 8.00pm that night. She was ten minutes late and reached us with her body drenched with sweat.
“Quick!” she said. “There’s no time to talk. We’re in danger!”
She dragged me and Shinta to the university’s clock tower. “It’s like this,” she started explaining. “There is a gang of bad guys searching for you and this boy of yours. I bet they might be among the men you had let down and I think that they are jealous about your relationship. They told me that they wanted to kill the both of you!”
“You’ve got to be serious, Kouru,” said Shinta. “This is no fun.”
“Why the heck should I lie to the two of you?” she cried. “By the way, it was you who took Kaoru from me. So, YOU are the evil villain here.”
“Why you…!”
Then, suddenly the gangsters entered the clock tower and without any warning, Kouru attacked them. I gasped in horror, seeing the violence happening in front of me. It was too unbearable to be watched, especially when your own best friend is the victim.
Kouru had defeated almost all of them except one. She seemed to have a little problem fighting with him, maybe because she’s already tired. Shinta and I weren’t able to do anything as she had threat us. But, when she almost falls of the tower, Shinta started to get into action. He hit the gangster at the neck and made him faint but, it was too late for him to grab Kouru’s clinging hand as she had slipped because of the pouring rain. We gasped in horror and rushed down to inspect her condition.
We reached the last flight of stairs and rushed outside into the rain. Then, there I saw her, lying down, lifeless. There was blood everywhere.
“KOURU!!!!” I shout out of grief. I ran to her side and clutched her. “KOURU! KOURU!!!!!”
I looked into her face and saw her eyes slowly opening.
“Kouru!?” I called out to her. She smiled and touched my face.
“Quite a terrible way to commit suicide, huh?” she said, weakly.
“Commit suicide!?” I asked, demandingly. “What do you mean by that!?”
“Hmph… I’m just kidding,” she answered weakly. “Don’t be too naive.”
I felt my eyes watering. “Kouru,” I said. “Both Shinta and I wanted to apologize for our feeling less act. He’s sorry for bringing the alienation between the two of us and I… I’m sorry… for ignoring you. I’m so sorry. We’re so sorry. Please forgive us.”
She smiled again pulled my face slowly to hers. She, then kissed my forehead and said, “It’s okay. I had long forgiven you both. It’s just that…” she reached for Shinta’s hand and attached it to mine’s. She then, continued. “It’s just that I want the both of you to be together… Forever… Shinta, look after her properly, please.”
“Mark my words, Kouru,” Shinta answered. “I’ll never leave her side.”
“I’m glad to hear that…” she said. She looked into the sky and smiled.
“I finally get to meet with you guys again,” she said in a low, almost unheard voice.It seemed like she is not talking to us, but she’s talking to the ‘thing’ she’s seeing in the sky. She held out her hand to the sky and her breath sounded like it’s getting out of her body. She then, died in my clutches, peacefully, smiling.
TO BE CONTINUED ...
14th October 1973
I ran into her today. She apparently ignored me. I felt so sad. I don’t know what to do. So, decided to ask an advice from Shinta. He told me that he’s also feeling guilty because he had been the reason of the alienation between me and Kouru. He said that the both of us have to apologize to her. I agreed and we set up a time to meet her…. But, unfortunately, something unexpected happened on that day…
TO BE CONTINUED ...
13th October 1973
Today, I went out on an errand with Shinta. It was a day full of crowds and the streets were full of people as it was Saturday. I tried my best to dodge from the people passing by. I felt lucky as Shinta is holding on to my hand tightly to keep me in guide. I just felt sad as Kouru is not the one who is holding it as usual.
I reached home as usual and went to the kitchen to put down the groceries I had just bought. My mother asked me to go into my room instantly and I wondered why. In my room, I discovered Kouru, lying on my bed. She saw me and stood up quickly. She suddenly hugged me and whispered into my ear, “I don’t wanna be your friend anymore.”
She then walks out of my room towards the house entrance and left. I sat down in the condition of surprised and cried. “Why?” I thought. “Why? What have I done!?”
TO BE CONTINUED ...
3rd July 1973
It is already three months and twenty-one days since I started ignoring my friend, Kouru. The power of passionate love (Writer: Yuck!!) had over powered me. The true love from Shinta made me forgot about the world around me. It even affects my grades where it increases rapidly instead of decreasing. Well, Shinta is not like the other guys which only wanted women for fun. But, he wanted me to pay attention in class and be successful. I think this was what made me attracted to him like crazy. I thought it is okay to leave Kouru all alone until one day…
One day, I received news from one of Kouru’s friends telling that she’s sick. I felt sympathetic and asked Shinta to come together with me to pay her a visit. As I reached into her house, I met up with her adopted mother(Kouru was an orphan) and told her my intentions. I was invited into the house with a friendly manner and was brought to her room. I entered the room alone and it was jet black inside.
“Kouru?” I called out to her. There was no response. I feel about for the switches and found it at last. I saw her, sitting on her bed with a little penknife at her right hand that was directed to her left arm. I was extremely surprised and quickly snatched the penknife before she really cuts herself.
“What the heck are you trying to do!?” I asked, scolding her. “If you cut that part of your arm, you’ll die, you know.”
She kept quiet and stares at me with rebellious eyes. She stood up and pushed me away.
“Who are you!?” she asked hysterically. “I don’t know you!? Get out!!!”
“Kouru!” I cried. “It’s me, Kaoru. Your best friend! Argh! What is wrong with you!?” I asked, trying to dodge away from the things she threw.
“GET THE HELL OUT OF HERE, BETRAYER!!!!” she screamed.
I was quite surprised to hear what she had said when suddenly a hand pulls me out of the room. It was Kouru’s mother and she persuades me to go home first as Kouru is not in a very good condition. I forced myself to listen to her and dragged my feet home together with my loyal Shinta by my side.
TO BE CONTINUED ...
It happened when our school had the ‘Annual School Clean-up Day’. Tifa, Cloud, Kadaj, Hitsugaya, Zack, Aerith and a few other students including me were given the job to clean up the school’s attic. By fate, I found a rather old book which had might be ages which looked interesting. So, I decided to bring it home and read it…
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“Bye, you guys! See you next week!” I cried as my feet brought me running out of the school gates. I rushed back home with the feeling of passion to read the book I’ve just found. My heart leaped with joy as my house came into view.
Later that night, after I’m done with my homework, I lie down on my stomach, on the bed and started reading. The story went like this…
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21st March 1973
Hi, there. I’m Kaoru Nakamura. I’ll just call myself Kaoru. To anyone who had found this journal, please spread the story in it to any best friends who are having a conflict right now or then.
I have a best friend. Her name is Kouru Masamoto and I call her Kouru. Our names were almost the same. It is just the spelling which made the difference. I love this friend of mine very much even though we are very different in common. As an example, I’m a perfect girl whereas Kouru was a bit of a tomboy and loves brutality. However, she is still a kind and helpful friend who understands my feelings even though she bullies me a lot.
The both of us were as thick as thieves. There was never a single problem in between the two of us. Not until one day…
A new boy came into our university and eventually, I fell in love with him. We started dating and my dear friend Kouru was deserted. I had never realized how sad she felt even though she has other companions around her. I thought it was okay to do what I’ve done until one day, she asked me a question.
“Say… Kaoru… err… How’s the kid? Umm… I mean the guy you’re dating with… Is he okay?” she asked, stammering.
“Don’t worry, Kouru. He’s okay,” I answered. “Why… this is the first time you asked about him haven’t you?”
“Err… Yeah,” she answered back. “It’s just that… I’m sort of… worried about you.”
“Aww… You don’t have to be that way,” I said. Then, I kissed her cheek. “I’ll be okay as long as I’m with my beloved Shinta (my boyfriend). Okay?”
She nods her head and asked me to hurry before I’m late for my date. On that moment I thought she really doesn’t care about my ignorance towards her but I was wrong. Dead wrong.
TO BE CONTINUED ...
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